epoxyshogun: Moist. (Default)
2016-11-16 10:07 pm
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It's not about who you voted for

It's about how you treat other human beings regardless of how they voted. Do not allow yourself to be confused. You still have to live on this planet, in this country, with all these people. Being kind is a hell of a lot easier than whatever the hell else these "social justice warriors" are up to. I am old... and I am tired. I want you all to get along and be cool with each other so that I can die on Mars.
epoxyshogun: Moist. (Default)
2016-10-22 05:25 am
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Everyone writes about depression

I am no different.

Man it's been at least 4 years of a progressive downward spiral. That's how long it's been since I worked on an original piece of art or written any sort of fiction. Isn't that shitty? I can't even get a short story out of my head anymore. I get paralyzed. I sort of just sit around watching cartoons or youtube while I think about all the things I could be doing and then I freeze up. It isn't fear of failure. There really isn't anything at all to be afraid of. I have pretty much everything I need when I need it. I just can't fucking make myself do it.

My husband tells me shit like "I'm proud of you. You've come so far." I don't see that shit. I don't see it, and when he says it, it sends me off the rails and makes me loath myself even more. What the fuck is that about?

I'm done for now.